I wish I'm still in 2009. I wish you were like that time. I wish I could have a time machine and be in my favourite moment, forever! But yeah, life must goes on.
I feel abandoned, I feel abused. This moment is very torturing. There are so many things in my mind and I just like, how can I tell you to let you feel the same way too? How? For this moment, I believe Allah can feel what I feel right now.
For this moment, I just want to be a loner. I want to be alone. I want to be with myself.